THis Is Me !! OnlY mE!!

Its been a long time since i blog le.

2009-05-16T05:16:00.001-07:00

hehe.. !! Life can be confusing and tired sometimes!! The past few weeks were work, school and PROJECT!! Sian leh !! really Sian leh !! haiZ. Hwaiting la!! I changed my ezlink card le, so ma fan lor!! Last YEAR in school , yet still need to change . Haiz ! but why cannot let us choose the pics leh??haha!! i been obsessed wid family outing lately!!
I like the atmsophere la the show is in !!

Its been a long time since i blog le.

2009-05-16T05:16:00.000-07:00

LOVE IS THE ONLY THINGS THAT MAKE THE EARTH A BETTER PLACE !!

2009-05-01T09:23:00.000-07:00

LOVE is the ONLY things That MAKE THE EARTH A BETTER PLACE!!LOVE COME FROM U AND ME!!WE SHOULD START SHARING OUR LOVE. DON'T BE AFRAID TO SHOW UR LOVE!! <3>R.

ARGH !! Start OF CRAZY PROJECT WORKING!!

2009-04-22T18:21:00.000-07:00

haha!! i met my new advisor today. She is damn strict la, cannot tahan de la.But i believed that it was better to have her as my advisor, cause she know how to push us. So for this coming week , my team is going to buck up and keep up with her expectation.
Task to be completed for this week:

To draw up a project planning
Programming a simple chart

Hwaiting Team mates !! haha!! i think we are meeting up this coming sunday at Geraldine's house.

It's Back To SCHOOL !!

2009-04-19T23:10:00.000-07:00

Haha!! yea YEa !! I am back to school for another brand new school year! Yes, this will be my last year in this school. Hope to create some memories before i left this school. For this semester, i will be in different classes on different days. Haha, but i will be in the same class as jynn, suet may, ginny, sharon, siti hawa, joe , shu xian. So i'm happy !!:):)

First LOVE !

2009-04-12T08:37:00.002-07:00

Today while i was walking home with Serene and Mei Teng, we started talking about how first Love have such a great impact on girls instead of on guys. Serene pointed one point that i strongly agreed with, she say :"It was because girls put their emotions on their minds while guys have their emotions buried deep in their heart!"Cause we as girls are guarded by our emotions on things we are doing, and we are more vocal than the guys when it came to emotional matters.We will kept remembering and recap it in our mind while guys just carried it on with their life as per normal. But like i always say , there will be a small group of guys that will go telling people , sharing with friends about their past relationship. So that's all le!! See ya dem!

haha..

2009-04-12T08:37:00.001-07:00

hehe... I shld really Stop SPENDING MONEY !!

2009-04-09T07:42:00.000-07:00

I realli wants to stop spending moNEY LE!!

I am here to blog le...

2009-04-05T06:28:00.002-07:00

Sometime , i wonder what is it like to prepare a present that is favourable of the receiver. All we know is to get the things that the receiver likes and loves, but the things is when we get to know what they wants. We want to get the best and of course something that make them so joyful upon knowing the content of the present. Today was the day that i went to prepare a present for my friends. I know that she love Elmo very much but when i went around searching for the perfect elmo present to give to her. I could no found any so i decide to buy another one that she would like. I went around cracking my brains and finally i get her a couple push toy, a elmo T-shirt , handphone pouch and of course a birthday card. And while i left the present to be wrapped, me and serene went to Gelare to have waffle ice-cream. haha.. above was the pic we took..

I am here to blog le...

2009-04-05T06:28:00.001-07:00

HEHE ... PICS

2009-03-26T19:45:00.000-07:00

Above are the pics that i promised to upload. haha.. psps ar!! so long den upload.

Drinking Session!!

2009-03-17T09:37:00.000-07:00

Guess where i went today ?? I went to the retro bar with jing hui, jaime , serene and jia qi today. We drink quite alot lor. We order one jug of vodka, one jug of gin, one jug of whiskey and one jug of tequila. Whiskey is really too strong for all of us. After drinking two cup of whiskey, i felt abit light-headed le. I like the services provided by the staff. He was friendly and willingly to take photos of us. He even suggest the poses and given us wig to take for the photos.He kept on telling lame jokes to us. HEHE.. We played truth and dare, bai fen bai quan, charade.
More pics to upload soon!!.. hopefully !!

hehe.. I brought my Ipod Touch le.. !!

2009-03-13T21:55:00.000-07:00

Oh yea yea , oh la la!! I finally brought my ipod touch le. Although i am now officially broke le, i still felt very happy . I brought it yestarday when i went to the it fair with Serene , mei teng and daniel. At first, i was still hesitating whether to buy it now or to save the money for later. Haha.!! but eventually i brought it, Serene finally brought her hard drive le. Its 320 gb for 119 dollars.. Cheap right ? haha.. She like it very much. Felt so happy for her cause she had been looking forward to having her harddisk. I saw Felyssia working and some of my friends at there too. haha. It was so packed that someone hook onto my bag. wuhaha. so embarrassing lor.

2009-03-08T09:19:00.000-07:00

This were taken at khatib Mrt station. The One on my far left was my "lao po" while the middle one was my "daughter". We went to have dinner together at a indochinese restaurant at Wisma Atria. The environment and the ambience was warm and cozy but abit quiet leh. Cause when we go in, only the four of us excluding the staff are there taking orders. We were alll very high specially because its been a long time since we met up. We keep chit-chatting and playing and treated the restaurant as our home. wuhaha..

Let it go !

2009-03-07T18:55:00.000-08:00

At times, we are too stubborn and could not let go of something that is so dear to us and precious to us. We are all afraid of losing the people and things around us.So we keep holding on tightly until it went off grip and fell out of our hands. I once heard people saying that we should always keep a open heart, to be able to let things come and gone and accept whatever is given to us. I'm sure most of us would agreed to this point. Cause sometime the more u want to hold on to something, the more it will slip away. I am not couraging people not to be persistent in their own things or opinions, just that sometime when it's time to let go. Just let it go,if not you will harm yourself or even the ones ard u. Give some space to everyone you know, everyone had secrets and people that they wants to share with. If they do not share with you , it does not meant that they did not treat u as their best friends. Cause you yourself will have somethings that are not share with them or u choose not to share wid them. We are not the only friends that our friends have and same goes with them. So cheer up , GAL ! HWAITING

2009-03-02T09:51:00.000-08:00

I went to attend the DInner & Dance today. Everyone from the management staffs to the canteen staffs were all excited about the event. Everyone was discussing about what they should buy and wear for the event. Many suggested wearing the same outfits and to dress as through we are really from the same school. Ladies'shoes did wear the same outfits. We are wearing white polo tees and checkered shorts with suppender and white school shoes. We walk together to takashimaya to change and make up. Lynn plaited her hair and was having fun taking photos when we reached the destination. We took quite a numbers of photos together. I can see alot of people dressing in all kinds of uniform and the way they are enjoying each others' companies. We cheered for our staff.kamiya san Was the best performer among other contestants. How i wish he win the competition. Yang COng was not bad. She dance and sing at the same time. I saw people drunk and my table was the most quiet de. wuhaha!

2009-02-27T09:09:00.000-08:00

Cruel leh .. How can they only choose 2 out of the 12 boys in the show?! I was shocked actually to see so many people voted out of the show. I was hoping that maybe ABC ，夏恩，小龙 will get into the third generation of the show. It was because i can see their efforts and they needed time to get to adjust to the camera and the industry. 夏恩 just been in the show for only one month, i sure everyone can see his drastic improvement in the way he performs. As for the other two, ABC can really sing and i believed that he will bring more attentions from the fans to the music.小龙 can dance well and i like his sense of humour. argh..

Quotation

2009-02-26T00:56:00.000-08:00

"Every child has to raise itself." Parents can only advise their children or point them in the right direction. Ultimately, people shape their own characters.
This quotation from the book that i am reading make me recap on the day where i once heard people say out in anger ,
"MY PARENTS GOT TEACH ME , JUST THAT I DON WAN TO LEARN ! Don't accuse my parents of that..."
It make me even sure that sometime its no entirely the parents' fault on how ur character is being shaped. Its you , they have taught u but u forgettten or cannot be bother to follow and learn.

Another quotation that i found in this book were :
"Deep down , the younger are lonelier than the old."Older people have an opinion about everything and are sure of themselves and their actions. Its twice as for us young people to hold on to our opinions at a time when ideals are being shattered and destroyed, when the worst side of human nature dominates, when everyone has come to doubt truth, just ice and God.

From this book, i learned about every aspect of life. It was a book that everyone should read.

2009-02-22T21:37:00.000-08:00

Its raining now in Woodlands and i simply love the breeze and the wind that came with it. It make me feel refreshed and comfy. I like it when it is raining and i 'm at home enjoying the breeze and wind that came through the window enveloping my home in its smell .You can simply predict the rain just by smelling it.

Grasping for happiness and Freedom!~

2009-02-19T06:26:00.000-08:00

The below paragrah is quote from a book that i been reading. I like this paragraph alot and its this sentences that help me realised that happiness and freedom can be so simple yet difficult to achieve.

God wants people to be happy amid nature's beauty and simplicity.There will be solace for every sorrow, whatever the cirumstances. I firmly believe that nature can bring comfort to all who suffer.

All this was quote from the book " Anne Frank : The diary of a young girl" 23 february 1944 entries .

Memories...

2009-02-10T16:41:00.000-08:00

Yestarday, i was having lunch at ajisen with serene. While we were waiting for our order, we were chatting and we started to look back on our memories of working. We both started working since we are 16 and we recap the experience. It seems like its just happened not long ago but here we are 4 years later in 2009 revising the memories and experiences that we have acquired over the past years.
We always say that time flies really fast and things and people are changing. We started to get in contact with different things and people of different background and characteristics. And its always memories of what we have that make us what we are today and what we treasure the most in our life.
Things and people around us will all become a part of our memories. Memories are meant to be telling our past occurance and remembering of people around us that had help or disregard us. Memories will make us treasure who and what we are today. However, it all depend on indivdual.

Anne Frank: Diary of a young girl

2009-02-08T05:40:00.000-08:00

I been reading on this book recently.It was nice lor...i like it to bits. Part of the reason why i like reading the book is because it has what i looking for. I am always interested in the past history and how people had lived in the war times. It was interesting of how Anne Frank protrayed her life and relationship in the Secret Annexe .
I always like history. They are nice and simple than the world that we are living in .

The above is a photo that i took during new year.. wuhaha..

Pics

2009-01-30T00:58:00.001-08:00

That was my last day in W66j. These are the girls that make it to class on that day.
(Starting from the left handside we have geraldine michelle, me and siewhuay.
followed by huishan and siti hawa in front of us.)
These are the group that i am grouping with for the last day of school. They are so lovely and cute.

2009-01-19T15:59:00.000-08:00

Hey hey, it's time for some updates on what have happened during the past few days.
On 16 Jan, it was the first time that i take the train together with geraldine. It came to know that she was on her way to Far east plaza to meet up with her mum for Chinese new year Shopping. We managed to find some seats and we chatted and rested our eyes abit before reaching our destination. We went to the toliet and started to walk towards our destination again. I decided to have a bite before i went to work. So i went to the shaw house and eaten , i met the agatha promoter(agnes). I chatted with her and i came to know that she is married but childless. I was thinking why does she not want a child? Cause i always think that for a family to be complete or whole, they should be child and of course the parents. I wanted a family like that in the future. I want to have a maximum of 2 kids in my family. Hehe... I sound so traditional, right ?Hmm, Xinyi msn me in the morning shift saying that there will be a meeting up on the 23th of January. I was so excited cause it's been a long time since i met up with them.
On 19 Jan , it was a tiring and boring school hours. It was the last problem of the module. And seriously, i have no mood in doing the work that is assigned. But i was lucky to have huishan in my team, she was the one that quickly came up with the template and issusing the work. I doing on resume. I did not know how to write exactly, so i just follow the example that she had shown me. She had helped me alot too. And i have my first break with geraldine and sharon, its been a long time since i eaten lunch with them. We ate western food at the pantry. haha. Sharon and geraldine was like "quarrelling " non-stop. They are cute together la. Wuhaha. They are also my FYP team mates.And then right after school, i went to causeway point and wait for serene peh .. haha. Miss peh wanted to go to my school to use the piano to pose for her project. Hehe.. We met Mei teng at School. We ate and started on our journey and mission of the trip. Take photos of her playing the pianos. Soon after that , we all decided to walk home although i was abit reluctant. Hehe. We have fun along the walking trips. We sing old songs and we were so high ar.

My dad ~

2009-01-13T07:32:00.001-08:00

My dad has a really bad temper. In fact , i believed that the whole family members have inherited the bad temper from him. We are easily agitated by one anothers' actions and words, especially my dad. He has the worst temper amongst us all. He will throw things and break them apart just because he's angry. Sometime, he get even agitated by little things such as we not answering him properly or when our volume is abit higher than he is. however he is a good dad, he will cook and fetch us to school when he has the time. Just that living with his bad temper will made you feel irritated.

Back to School ! ~

2009-01-08T06:44:00.000-08:00

haha.. its been the third days since i am back to school, everything had been boring and tired. I was feeling sleepy the whole time. I drank my first starbuck coffee yestarday. I was so happy lor although it was expensive, but i still managed to get a cup of it. Haha, i know that i sound like country bumpkin but i felt really happy when i brought the coffee. I don really drink coffee cause i don like the taste. I only drink mocha and i went to shop shop ytd. I brought 2 shorts, one tees , lingeries and a shade in cotton on. I like their things man, haha. Now i still need one more tees, i will be going to shop next coming thurs with kristy. Yeap:) hehe.. Bugis ..here i come~lol..have to save money wors.. Hehe.i realli spend alot le leh.. sian .. i wanna save money !

Updates !~

2009-01-04T16:15:00.000-08:00

HEheh, its time for some updates on what is happening these past few days le.
On 2nd of Jan,
It was disaster to me as many of the olevel student workers in my department are resigning soon. The first to go will be Farahin, then will be Herman and finally farah. I would be sad to see them leave although i just known them for about a month or so. They are nice people to be with and i like them to be around. Farahin and Farah are cute little ones that kept on smilling to people no matter who they met which brighten up everyone's day. Sigh.. after they leave, my department will only be left with 5 permanent full time and 2 part timers. Jing hui is going to be terminated soon bah. That's what i heard from my supervisior cause of the refusal to come to work and calling to explain her absentees from work. After work , serene called and asked me to wait for her as she was in orchard shopping. Initially , i did not want to wait cause i was tired but then its been a while since i last saw her. So i decide to shop around the border and i saw asyur and a girl holding hands. Whoa~ haha.. But then later find out that he and that gal are still figuring things out and he say that they are not bgf relationship. I hope that they will progress well. Good luck for them !
On 3 Jan ,
I was tired actually. I felt that i wanted to sleep le. Herman had started to learn cashiering but he's leaving soon so its okay la.We did not teach him much about the cashiering just some of the basics. I gonna miss them all when they leave de. The sales floor will be quiet de without them . Asyur is going to quit soon too as his school starts for a new year. Wei jian is going to leave soon and kelvin is leaving soon for attachment. When i went back home , my mum told me that my room is being spring clean le. It was so neat lor.. lol. And u know what , i discovered some of my old stuff like my old diary and letter paper. I went through them and alot of memories come back.Times have pass so quickly. Thanks to what had happened to the past had helped me to become what i am today.
On 4 jan,
I went to work and i saw farahin on the way. We chat along all the way. The whole day , i was with farahin. We ate together , shop together. It was the first time that we were so close. We chat about everything about ourselves. It was fun. Haha. And one more things, New moon by stephanie meyer was selling fast. The 3 book stores that we go to , are all sold up. Could u believed this? All sold out , we was so suprised and shocked.

Happy new Year..2009..

2008-12-31T11:30:00.001-08:00

Hey guys, its the very first morning of 2009. And i am now talking to janet on facebook, yes i finally touches it. I been isolating my facebook account because i do not really know how to use it and what to do with it. I am talking with janet on her wall and she replying on my wall. Sound funny when i kept thinking that we are actually talking through an application wall. Miss her alot, coz she is a nice friend to have la. wuhaaha.. Further more, she so far away from us . She's in philippines now. Haha. Sian la, i heard that wei jian and kelvin are leaving isetan scotts le.. i wana cry le la.. somemore, farahin is leaving us soon too.. i so upset la.. everytime see so many people come and go. And those people happened to be people that i am closed with , haiz. Gonna miss them all la..

Twilight !~

2008-12-28T07:58:00.000-08:00

I personally like Jasper in the movie rather than in the book. He is more likeable than the jasper in the book. He was cute and the way he expresses his emotions towards Bella was the most captivating part of the movie. But i do find carlisle's complexion abit too pale, it was as though he put too much white powder. The movie is nice but there are some part missing from it which was a waste. Those parts are the climate of the story and yet they cut it short. The cullen's plan to protect bella and the part where bella, alice and jasper was in the hotel room waiting for the call. The casts have acted well in portraying the characters of the story.

Anger , frustration !~

2008-12-27T08:21:00.000-08:00

I have a quarrel with my dad over his learning issue of computer. I know its my fault and i should not have thrown my tantrum. I was tired and no in a good mood at all to teach him. I have not patient when it comes to teaching people. My mum always say that i should teach him as i was being taught by people before. I don't like the way i behaved la . Why can't i control my temper ?

Why can't i be patient? Argh.. i wanted to say sorry to him but i was too coward to do so. But i know i have to de, cause he's my father. I should respect him. Sorry Father!~

When we are together..

2008-12-25T11:44:00.000-08:00

I went to serene's sister's house for the christmas celebration. Actually, i was abit nervous when i though of going to the house for celebration. Cause there will be quite a number of people that i would not know , i am scared of stranger sometime especially those that is much more older than me. But to my suprise, the people that went to attend the party was friendly and could get along easily especially Susan. She was funny and extremely funny. Wuhaha~ we drank alcohol and eat alot of things. It was nice and cozy feelings when we started playing as a team, trying ways to make the team the winning team. After that, it was time for every one to leave. Left me , serene and susan and zheng wei behind to clean up the mess. Actually me and serene did not really help much , we were most of the time watching tv and surfing up the nets and chatting. HEhe, when all the cleaning up is done, we rest on the sofa watching scv. We watch till 5am, and of course we bathe before we stay through the night watching tv. Den we woke up around 8 something, the pig continue slping while i decide to change into my clothes and waited for a while. Her sister also wake up and asked us whether we want poh pian for breakfast again. Wuhaha. Her popiah is nice la but don feel like eating at that time. Plus , we nv brush our teeth so haha. its ok lor. It was a nice experience.

On the 25 th , i met up with hansong and felyssia for lunch. Actually , both me and hansong are tired till to slping late the previous night. Haha, but we managed to meet up and he passes me the new moon that i asked him to buy for me. Thank YOU so much , didi!~ Luv ya the most la. If got any help or need any listening ears, feel free to find me lor. i will listen and try to help u de. Friends 4 ever.

2008-12-20T15:44:00.000-08:00

Hehe, went to sing k box on friday. It was expensive lor and you know what , there isn't klunch for these festive season and each person cost up to 26.50 dollars leh. And even with the member ship card, you are still unable to get the usual 10 % discount. And the snack used to be free-flowing de , now become 6 dollars per bowl. Sian lor, now officially broke le. Have to wait till my pay day le, pay day faster come la. Haha.. yestarday work afternoon together with janet, yani and of course my supervisior.Janet was funny lor. cause when lynn was staring at her. She asked whether does she look like a chicken , is that's why she staring at her. We all laugh lor. She so cute la. She's going back to philippines already. Will definitely miss her de.

In any Form, HE's calling out to you !~

2008-12-16T07:21:00.000-08:00

I was a christian but i was not a devoted and god- obeying daughter of Christ and God. I been a christian since i was 14 that year when my cousin invited me to the church. I am impacted by the love of God. HE is Great! HE is the one , the only God that can make my mind at ease and peace. Cause i know that HE is always there for me and to listening to me. Anyone can fail You including your loved one. They cannot be by your side all the time , seconds of your life. Only He can , our HOLY FATHER can. He's really great, although i been running away and turning away from HIM. HE will always in his way and time, calling me back to HIM. HE is MY GOD , my Saviour and LORD. I watch a movie named "JESUS CAN ", i could feel strongly that GOD is calling me back TO HIS ARMS AND PRESENCE. HE's the one that i felt so peace at for whom , i can called HIM Father.

GLory to gOD!~

Felyssia .. delicious~ haha! joking..

2008-12-15T17:40:00.000-08:00

Yestarday, i was celebrating felyssia's bdae with han song and jia yuh. We do not know what to get for her, we just know that she wanted a jacket and of course a havana sandal. We could not decide on what design she would like and what preference for a sandal and also a jacket. We went from Isetan scott to wheelock, eventually we decided that we will leave her to decide what she wants. However there isn't much choice, so we move on to cineleisure to look for more. So in the end, she choose an addias jacket and it was nice . We went into the ishop and we started playing around or could say browsing around and exploring the products. I really tempted by the various ipod products such as ipod classic or an ipod nano. But right after that , jia yuh who is my lao po have to leave le la. So sad lor, we sent her to level den to basement one for buying movie tickets. After that we went to eat at the wang fu restaurant, it was nice but full. After that, we went to kinokunya to buy my first collection of twilight series. Hehe.. Den my didi whom is hansong promised to buy me the second book of the series, i was like so happy lor.. haha. coz can save money ma, hehe~ The movie we watch is named wild child. It was nice but its a kind of average film that u see it very often de.

Outing with Ms Peh~ TO bugis!

2008-12-14T06:37:00.000-08:00

Today is shopping day. i went to buy a cap, dress, shirt , earings.. etc.. Haha, its been a long long time since i shop le. I was so happy lor. I went with my miss peh .. haha. She's my best friends and buddy. haha. Know her for a very long time le, almost 9 years le leh since primary 5. She's a great person with a great personality. This week is going to be a busy week. Cause will be going out and working at the same time. Hehe.

TIRED AR~~~~~~~~~~YEs!

2008-12-13T09:10:00.000-08:00

Tiring day, i have no enough sleep plus today have to work till 1o.30pm. I am even more slpy than what i supposed to be. I slept at 4 am last night, and i really cannot tahan lor when i went to work today. I have no mood to talk or to work today. When doing balancing today, my nets are not balanced. So sian lor. But today at ladies accessories , it was ultimate fun coz i get to know the promoters better. Nash was the funniest , she always called me pussy cat .. Haha, i wonder why she called me that.Meow~ lol..

Hmm..Its Holiday le ..

2008-12-12T08:25:00.000-08:00

Haha, yea yea~ its holiday ~ its holiday ar! hoo hoo ! Ok , enough for the cheering. Today, i did not go to school because i was too tired. I wake up at around 9 plus den i went to 888 plaza to eat roti prata with Ah di (Jun hong) , i brought snacks and drinks. When i reached home, i watch the newly brought dvd , 'on air' . Its really nice leh, even my brother is addicted to it leh. Today's work was ok la, just that my working shoes was gone again. So suay lor, have to go buy le leh..

I find out that i am getting more and more forgetful lor. Sian .

GIm Tim Restaurant Dinning !~

2008-12-11T07:02:00.000-08:00

Yum yum, it was so nice lor. And the thing is the food portionwise, was small and i do not have the 'bao bao ' de feeling. We ate pork ribs, steam fish , vegetable and also prawn. It was nice lor. But hor, the waiter keep staring at us and make me felt uncomfortable.He's not wearing a smile like what a sales should do lor.

JAM hsIAo~ i dreamt of Him

2008-12-10T23:54:00.000-08:00

Can you believe this ? I dreamt of him staying over at my house. And i was msning him , i was asking him questions and questions. Asking him rubbish Qns like why he nv go out ? When is he going out ? And in the dream i was panicking about the reply , i was like having sentence flying in and out of my mind teaching me how to reply him if he really did reply.DEn he did reply, i remember he saying that he going out on the Wed and fri. DEn i wake up le.. Wuhaha~

BeatING 2 Bits at time

2008-12-10T22:34:00.000-08:00

I could feel my heart pounding 2 bits at a time. It felt weird because i feel that there must be something with regards to what have happened. Everything happened for a reasons..That's what i truly believed in that. Cause God will not let things happen just out of nothing but of a purpose and plans.